
Title taken from the Holy Scriptures in the Book of Psalms, this is an exclusive cs's blog of his Christian life's struggles, tears and happiness with his God, Lord and Most Gracious Saviour - Jesus Christ.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
The United States of America

Thursday, March 12, 2009
Thursday, March 05, 2009
A Different Tune, A Different Feel
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
Sunday, March 01, 2009
Confessions
A man lost his father whom is a pastor when he was three years old. His mum has to work very hard to support him. Even coming from a Christian family, he cannot help but blame God for taking his dad away in the years of growing up.
“So what if my dad reads the bible at least three times a day? So what if my dad preaches to a congregation of 10 000 people and helps to save souls for Christ daily?” “So what if I do have God as my heavenly father? Stop telling me that! I just want to have a similar loving physical father as well.”
His dad is still dead today. Friends around him have fathers to drive them to schools but he is left alone and does not have even a godly fatherly figure to grow up or model after. His mum having taken over the role of the only breadwinner in the house is constantly away from home working. The event of losing his dad from young has caused turmoil in his life. He finds it hard to focus on Christ even though he does acknowledge that Jesus is the ONLY ONE TRUE HOLY GOD.
Well, I am not this man. I have merely lost a friend whom at that point in time is still not even a close friend of mine. She is just someone whom I have admired and hoped to know her better as a friend. She is also not a believer so going into a life-long relationship with her is simply not possible at all. However, I do not know why God allows her to be taken away at such a young age and furthermore when she still have zero knowledge of Christ. Why? The following day of her death, I was sobbing quietly in my house.
The months following her death were also the months that I rebelled against God for many actions done to hurt Him. As a matter of fact, I reacted in that exact same manner as the man who has lost his father at a tender age. “Stop telling me that God is by my side, ok? Stop telling me facts which me as a Christian already know?!” I simply was sad and emotional when friends of mine reminded that God is constantly with me.
Words of fury can be seen on the msn message windows.
“If you said that God is constantly with me, what is wrong with me eating alone everyday? What is wrong with me not going out to make new friends? You told me God is with me, so why do I even need friends?”
With all these non-loving comments, I have not spoken to many of my Singapore church friends anymore. I will just like to take this chance to apologize to all whom I have offended with my above comments.
Life is indeed all about relationships and relationships certainly surpasses all the cash and materialistic things which you can ever acquire in your lifetime. In my search for a life-long partner, I too longed for such a relationship. However, it seems to elude from me time and time again. Not because I am not intentional enough but I guess if all is not God’s will for me; I will have to learn how to accept the life of celibacy by His grace alone.
Friends of mine, I will like to ask that all of you to stop probing me on BGR issues anymore. With this confession, I will like to truly learn how to submit to God’s will for me in this area. Even if in future I may not be coming back to Singapore ever again, I do pray and hope that I can still hold on to God’s Truth and live out my life as a true blue believer in Christ, experiencing His love and leaning on to His grace in life.
May God bless all of you. Amen.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Seasons
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Movie Recommendation
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Good Job, My Job
There is this joke going around in my workplace. Whenever somebody says, “Good Job!” to you, think about this for a second. You are just doing your job.
Saturday, February 07, 2009
Let the Healing Begins...
In my opinion, I think this is absolutely right simply because our imperfect minds do not retain 100% of the events or information even after a mere 24 hours. Hence with time (which only has an addition function), I will say about 100% of the events or information is already lost. Much like an unresolved leakage current to your chip causing much power consumption or lost information.
And therefore, healing can begin because most or in fact all of the events or information is lost. Even when I am a memory chip manufacturer, I cannot help in this retaining of information.
The only way to retain information I guess is to keep refreshing the events or information. It works for microchips and I think it works for human minds.
In conclusion, in order for healing to truly begin, I think I will have to terminate refreshing of events or information in my imperfect mind and making use of prolonged timing to induce healing.
Where is God in this picture?
God being my wonderful counselor will be the One to displace the refreshing of events or information in my imperfect mind. The only way is to input His Word into my mind in order to displace past memories.
Friday, February 06, 2009
Thursday, February 05, 2009
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Friday, January 23, 2009
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Let's embrace the Word of GOD
John 1:1 says, “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning.” And this person is my LORD and Savior, Jesus Christ. He came to show us the Way, to shine as the Light of the World and to be the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world.
One key verse in the book of John is John 3:16, “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.”
A closer study on this verse using blueletterbible.org shows this:





Therefore upon close consideration, I guess I am a lousy student of the Word of God because there is still so much to learn and apply from the Bible. Let’s embrace the Word of God as our only treasure in our lives. Let us read through the Bible every year and be immersed in learning all about our Father’s attributes, remembering history is HIS-story…
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Praises & Thanksgivings to GOD
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Sunday, January 04, 2009
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
08's Lessons for Trialing Years Ahead
2008 is a year of learning for me. A year where I learnt how to resign from my job. A year of flying twenty-four hours to the other side of the globe. A year of learning how to drive on the right side of the road. A year of learning how to take good photographs. A year of learning how to mourn for a friend.
This is a year where I have to learn too many things and also a year where I made real godly friends. This is also a year where I am exposed and immersed in the American culture in entirety. This is also a year where I have gone through Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter seasons. This is also a year where I am found sobbing, weeping and crying the most in front of the LORD.
A year where I realize what is the most important thing in life. A year where I have truly learnt the most wonderful gift in life is to be able to establish a relationship with Jesus Christ.
2009 is just around the corner and as the whole world wishes one another “HAPPY NEW YEAR!” on a hourly basis of various time zones; it is indeed time to make new year resolutions once again which according to my Utah Pastor that normally they will not last for more than three days. How true. ~haha~
A new year ahead but my LORD has already made all things NEW as shared by my Utah Pastor during last church prayer meeting. A new goal for myself will be to memorize a verse from each individual book of the bible. Therefore, I hope that when the time comes again for me to reflect on 2009, I can share with all of you the sixty-six verses which I have memorized in the new year.
Have a blessed 2009. God bless you. Amen!
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Monday, December 15, 2008
T.O.W upon my LORD
Early this year when I first stepped into US for my job training in Feb, there was a heavy snowstorm which has not been experienced in
Okay, so much for my introduction for this blog posting. The main idea to get back is TOW. I titled this post, “T.O.W upon my LORD”. T.O.W here has a similar idea to cars being towed as I definitely need the strength of my LORD to tow me through these two years of working in the
T.O.W upon my LORD. T.O.W in my context here means Trust.Obey.Wait upon my LORD. After all that has happened in this year and many accounts of personal reflection, I realized that ultimately I can only trust upon my LORD, obey upon my LORD and wait upon my LORD. It is true and each of these verbs (action words) cannot do without the presence of the other two. I cannot trust my LORD without obeying and waiting upon my LORD. I cannot obey my LORD without trusting and waiting upon my LORD. I cannot wait upon my LORD without trusting and obeying my LORD.
Very often, I think Christians need to trust upon the LORD based solely on the promises spelt out clearly by Him whom has revealed Himself to us in the person of Jesus Christ in the Bible. One key verse which I can memorize and remind myself daily to trust the LORD is:
And we know that in all things, God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his promise. - Romans 8:28
A GREAT PROMISE by the LORD! Need to remember, mediate and recite it daily. Amen to this fantastic verse.
Next comes obeying upon the LORD. Jesus Himself said that John 14:15, “If you love me, you will obey what I command.” And again down the passage in verse 21, “Whoever has my commands and obeys them, he is the one who loves me. He who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love him and show myself to him.”
With trust upon my LORD as my firm foundation, I can obey my LORD. Based solely on His promise in Romans 8:28, I gladly obey His commands and observe John 14:15 and John 14:21. The simple reason is I treasure my relationship with Him and want to further my fellowship with Him to experience His love more each day of my life.
With the trust and obedience to my LORD, it comes in naturally that I will need to wait upon my LORD for all things which I am sure He will gladly grant to me according to His sovereign timing. Psalm 27:14 is one memory verse to rejuvenate my soul as I wait upon my LORD:
Wait for the LORD; be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD. – Psalm 27:14
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
Satan's AGM for 2009 & Beyond
Satan called a worldwide convention of demons. In his opening address he said,
"This is what I want you to do," said the devil: "Distract them from gaining hold of their GOD and maintaining that vital connection throughout their day!"
"Tempt them to spend, spend, spend, and borrow, borrow, borrow."
"Soon they will be working in their own strength, sacrificing their health and family for the good of the cause." "It will work!" "It will work!"